Haluuu.. Lamanye tak mengepost kat sini.. Actually, lotsa things going on in my life this past few months.. But, it was too personal to share here, so instead of writing in my blog, i'm juz writing in my diary..
Tengok tajuk, macam dah nak abes tahun sangat dah kan?? Ada lagi 2 minggu lebey kurang before 2009 ended, but I do wish this year to end quickly coz 2009 is definitely not my year!! Ye la, dengan my hubby sakit hari tu, until now, still so-so.. Kadang OK, kadang KO gak.. Then, kaki me lak kene hempap meja.. Nasib tak patah riuk.. But then, still tulang terbonjol kuar from my 3rd toes.. Hmm.. Nak jalan pun xleh nak bengkok2 kaki.. Udah la membawak perut yang boyot nih ha.. Sakit pinggang mak nok!
Tengok tajuk, macam dah nak abes tahun sangat dah kan?? Ada lagi 2 minggu lebey kurang before 2009 ended, but I do wish this year to end quickly coz 2009 is definitely not my year!! Ye la, dengan my hubby sakit hari tu, until now, still so-so.. Kadang OK, kadang KO gak.. Then, kaki me lak kene hempap meja.. Nasib tak patah riuk.. But then, still tulang terbonjol kuar from my 3rd toes.. Hmm.. Nak jalan pun xleh nak bengkok2 kaki.. Udah la membawak perut yang boyot nih ha.. Sakit pinggang mak nok!
Latest, my hubby kene tuka gi Sepang.. Sudah! Kene kuar kuarters la plak.. Huhuhuhu.. So, by end of this month or early next month, we have to move out.. Satu keje la plak tengah memboyot nih nak ngemas barang bagai.. Sib baik la these 4 weeks ni, juz keje 4 days a week.. So ada xtra time untuk kemas barang sikit2..
Too many things happened, and until now still banyak bende yang belum resolve.. I try to be strong, but at times, I feel weak.. Walaupun, me nak sangat 2009 to end, but i'm also not really welcoming year 2010 to come.. Huhuhuhu.. Bcoz the 1st half of next year will also be a hectic, tiring, frustating year for me.. If only I can leap up to 2011 terus!! Bleh ka?
Anyway, me tau, mesti ada hikmah di sebalik sume ujian nih.. Ye la, Allah beri ujian supaya dapat meningkatkan iman kite, betul tak? Cume kengkadang, setan tu memang saja buat me nih rasa marah dan give up.. Hopefully sumenye berjalan lancar for me n my family.. InsyaAllah....
Too many things happened, and until now still banyak bende yang belum resolve.. I try to be strong, but at times, I feel weak.. Walaupun, me nak sangat 2009 to end, but i'm also not really welcoming year 2010 to come.. Huhuhuhu.. Bcoz the 1st half of next year will also be a hectic, tiring, frustating year for me.. If only I can leap up to 2011 terus!! Bleh ka?
Anyway, me tau, mesti ada hikmah di sebalik sume ujian nih.. Ye la, Allah beri ujian supaya dapat meningkatkan iman kite, betul tak? Cume kengkadang, setan tu memang saja buat me nih rasa marah dan give up.. Hopefully sumenye berjalan lancar for me n my family.. InsyaAllah....
THE CLIMB by Miley Cyrus
I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin
You'll never reach it
Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on cause
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the CLIMB....
Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin
You'll never reach it
Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on cause
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the CLIMB....
Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
ps: Love this lyric so much.. Mcm kene je dengan condition me skang.. But sometimes, I do feel tired to CLIMB..
