New Office

At last, after delaying for I dunno how many times, finally we're in our new office.. Kalau ikutkan, we should move by January, but due to some problems, we need to delay our move..

However, now that everything's settled, we finally moved last week, on Thursday and Friday (angkut barang).. Sangat letih, walaupun kitorang takde la angkat pape pun, since we use movers.. But our new office is on 1st floor and NO LIFT okkk.. Kene naik tangga.. Dah la seblom naik tangga kene naik bukit.. Wahhh.. Harus pasnih perasan leh kurus after give birth.. Exercise la kunun naik tangga hari-hari.. :)

BUT, we move here dalam keadaan agak daif.. Certain furniture memang dah sampai, like a very basic needs - desks, chairs.. But lain-lain blom sampai lagikk.. Maybe this Thursday baru sampai (esok ler tu).. Oh, tak sabar nak tunggu lori IKEA sampai.. Yeay!! Haa.. mana ada lagi ofis gomen pakai furniture IKEA.. Even, swasta pun blom tentu dapat.. So, memang semangat nak keje nih.. Hehe.. Ye la, barang umah nak merasa IKEA memang nehi, nehi laa.. Banyak duit aku..?

Anyway, dah naik turun tangga, dah panjat bukit segala, my baby still comfortable in the womb.. Blom ada tanda-tanda nak kuar lagi.. Cepat la kuar sayang oii.. Ibu dah letih dah bawak perut nih haaa.. But then, fikir lak, if sakit nak bersalin kat ofis nih, mampus gue nak turun tangga.. Adoi laa.. Sape nak bawak gi spital.. Ada ke orang nak dukung aku? Hahaha.. Oh, hopefully sakit masa hari cuti.. So baby, stay in there at least until Friday evening k.. :D

Counting Days..

I'm now 38 weeks pregnant.. Kalau ikutkan, pregnancy period is about 40 weeks.. So, there's another 2 weeks before my delivery.. But then, by this time, I can deliver at any time if tanda2 bersalin dah ada.. Huhuhu.. Nervous laaa.. Hopefully everything will go on smoothly.. Hopefully my hubby can make it to be with me during my labour.. Risau gak, since my hubby now works in Sepang.. Jauh ooooo...

There's a lot in my mind.. Can I drive to hospital by myself if Mr. Hubby not around? How about Haikal? Huhhh.. Hopefully aku bersalin time cuti, at least Mr. Hubby will be around..

'GOTCHA!!'

Nope, i'm not being gotcha.. But I love to listen to Gotcha Calls on Hitz.fm every morning on my way to work.. And this morning, I thought the call was quite interesting..

It was the son who actually set up his mother for a gotcha call.. So the Hitz crew called the mother, saying that she's her son's girlfriend.. She told the mother that her son has actually promised to marry her and already gave her a ring but took it back.. And now, her son is avoiding her and not answering her phone calls and so on.. She even said she's coming from France and now dunno what to do since she has nobody here in Malaysia..

The mother, even quite shocked, sounded soooo calm and relax.. She even ask the girl's address so that they can meet up.. But the girl's reluctant, saying that she just want to find his son.. Can't recall how the call was actually ended but when she was told that she was being gotcha, she just laugh.. Haha.. What a sporting mother!

I wish I will be a sporting and supporting mother to my children.. I want my children to make me their friend, tell me their joy, sadness, worries, and at the same time respect me as a mother too.. I even practice with Haikal now.. Everytime I pick him up from Taska, I'll ask him what's happening today, what did he do.. And he will tell stories, even sometimes tak paham kejadah pun pe yang dia cakap..! Hahaha.. But still I listen with full interest and responded to what he has to say..

Will I be a good mother? Am I being a good mother? I will be!! :)

It's Been Quite Some Times..

It's been quite some times since my last entry.. Not that I don't have any story to share, but been too tired to write.. Am 9 and a half months pregnant now, and doc said if 'tanda2 bersalin' is there, straight away go to the hospital!! Huhuhu.. Even though this is my 2nd child, still am quite nervous and scared to face my delivery moment.. Hopefully, this one will be as smooth as Haikal's.. :)

Well, February is coming toward its end, and am glad to say, lotsa good things happened.. Alhamdulillah.. For those who don't know, I've moved to Kajang already.. Yes, bought a house here and the timing is just right.. My hubby was transferred to Sepang, and since we stayed in quarters last time, we have to move out.. Thankfully, by that time, everything is settled - we got the money, we got the house key.. I might say, everything goes on quite smoothly.. For those whose asking "bile nak buat house warming?" Wait laa.. After confinement maybe? Hehe.. Don't worry, memang ada plan nak buat, tapi since tengah sarat nih, tunggu la dulu yer...

Second - since I work in government sector, our pangkat is based on grade.. And this year, CUEPACS managed to upgrade all secretary's grade which lead to salary increase as well! Yeay!! Alahhh.. tapi setakat gaji gomen, bukanla banyak mana sangat pun.. But, boleh laaa.. Rezeki baby.. *Wink*

Third - Have found a contractor to do some renovation to our 'old' house.. Yup, we bought an old house je.. Padan la dengan harga and kelayakan kitorang ni.. But at least, it's our own house kan? And it's not a renovation besar-besaran pun, juz need to have the wall painted, change the whole wiring system, kitchen cabinet and other small-small things.. Jadilaa.. Buat yang basic dulu.. Plan to start once I delivered and start my confinement.. InsyaAllah, by the time my confinement ends, the house is ready.. :)

Fourth - Nak pindah ofis next week.. Bigger space, and I got my own room.. :) Walaupun sebenarnya, lagi suke dok kat luar ngan kengkawan, lagi kecoh! But then, having my own room pun is a good thing.. At least, i'll have my privacy.. And also, all our furniture will be from IKEA.. hahaha.. stylo la sket.. takde la orang kata typical government office.. Can't wait to see my new office! Excited!!

Fifth - Since we moved to Kajang, we've sent Haikal to taska instead of 'rumah orang'.. Alhamdulillah, memang nampak progress Haikal kat sini.. Now, he can recite doa makan and doa lepas makan along with the meaning.. Suke sangat dengar dia baca.. So cute..! And memang everytime we're having our meal, we'll ask him to recite the doa.. But with us only, coz last time we balik Gombak, asks him to recite the doa for atuk and nenek, tanak plak!! Malu kot.. Hehe.. And he looks happier now, maybe sebab dah ramai kawan..

Ermm.. so far that's all the good things yang happened.. Memang rezeki anak kali ni banyak sangat.. Syukur alhamdulillah.. So now, waiting for my delivery je la.. Hopefully selamat.. Doa-doakanla ye.. Will surely inform once i've delivered okehh..

Goodbye 2009, Welcome 2010??

Haluuu.. Lamanye tak mengepost kat sini.. Actually, lotsa things going on in my life this past few months.. But, it was too personal to share here, so instead of writing in my blog, i'm juz writing in my diary..

Tengok tajuk, macam dah nak abes tahun sangat dah kan?? Ada lagi 2 minggu lebey kurang before 2009 ended, but I do wish this year to end quickly coz 2009 is definitely not my year!! Ye la, dengan my hubby sakit hari tu, until now, still so-so.. Kadang OK, kadang KO gak.. Then, kaki me lak kene hempap meja.. Nasib tak patah riuk.. But then, still tulang terbonjol kuar from my 3rd toes.. Hmm.. Nak jalan pun xleh nak bengkok2 kaki.. Udah la membawak perut yang boyot nih ha.. Sakit pinggang mak nok!

Latest, my hubby kene tuka gi Sepang.. Sudah! Kene kuar kuarters la plak.. Huhuhuhu.. So, by end of this month or early next month, we have to move out.. Satu keje la plak tengah memboyot nih nak ngemas barang bagai.. Sib baik la these 4 weeks ni, juz keje 4 days a week.. So ada xtra time untuk kemas barang sikit2..

Too many things happened, and until now still banyak bende yang belum resolve.. I try to be strong, but at times, I feel weak.. Walaupun, me nak sangat 2009 to end, but i'm also not really welcoming year 2010 to come.. Huhuhuhu.. Bcoz the 1st half of next year will also be a hectic, tiring, frustating year for me.. If only I can leap up to 2011 terus!! Bleh ka?

Anyway, me tau, mesti ada hikmah di sebalik sume ujian nih.. Ye la, Allah beri ujian supaya dapat meningkatkan iman kite, betul tak? Cume kengkadang, setan tu memang saja buat me nih rasa marah dan give up.. Hopefully sumenye berjalan lancar for me n my family.. InsyaAllah....

THE CLIMB by Miley Cyrus

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin
You'll never reach it
Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the CLIMB....

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about

ps: Love this lyric so much.. Mcm kene je dengan condition me skang.. But sometimes, I do feel tired to CLIMB..

Hari ini hari Jumaat..

Yer.. hari nih hari Jumaat.. Hari yang sangat menggembirakan bagi kaum hawa yang keje kat gomen.. sebab time rehat adalah 2 jam setengah.. dan saya adalah antara manusia yang hepi itu.. hehe..

Tapi hari nih takde aktiviti la plak.. bebudak nih sume dok diam je.. kalau tak tu gatal je ajak gi makan la, gi window shopping ke tak pun gi karaoke.. (huh.. org gi semayang, kitorang gi melalak..) Maybe sume dok prektis nak hadap bulan pose yang akan bermula esok kot.. jadi biasa la, masing2 dok bergulung tido..

Memula me dok ler melepak depan pc, surf la pape yang patut.. tapi lelama agak kematu dah montot nih, haih.. baik gi tido kat surau jap.. pastu leh tros semayang.. cantikkk.. ambik telekung, amik shawl, terus turun tingkat 1.

Sampai surau, ada la 3-4 orang umat yang dah terbongkang.. me pun carik pott baik punye, amik sejadah nak buat bantal, baring n gune shawl jadik selimut.. sebabnye, surau itu aircondnye sangat sejuk mengalahkan winter sonata okehh.. boleh beku dibuatnya dalam tu..

Tapi rasanya tak sampai sejam pun me tido, tak sempat pun air liur basi nak meleleh, tetiba....



"Weh, bape hengget aa?? 60 ke 70??

"Ntah, 60 kot, nape??"

"Beli je la kan..?"

"Sukati la, weh besok aku bawak brooch tau, nanti beli ea?"

"Ala, si yati tu pun jual brooch la.."

"Eh aku punye murah je, 13 hengget je tau.. Latessttt design ko tau.. Ada bentuk rama2 bagai, si yati tu punye 22 hengget"



Punye la kuat bersembang.. Stakat ko punye brooch rega 13 hengget tapi stok pakai kejap batu sume dah tanggal tak payah la ko nak kecoh!!

Dush!! Dush!! (Nampak gigi korang bertabur tu?? Gi kutippp!!)

Hangin ler.. Kalau nak berniaga gi la cafe mangkuk!!! Ada ke buat marketing kat surau! Terbantut misi me nak tido..

Udahnye me bangun, gi gosok gigi, amik semayang.. Pastu harus ler semayang kan??

Naik atas, budak2 sume dah bangun tido n kebuluran.. Udahnye misi makan megi pulak.. hahaha.. Itu je la keje..

Huh, tak sabar nak balik nih.. cepat la pukul 5, nak terus besit balik umah..

Anyway, kepada sume umat Islam, me ucapkan Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan Al-Mubarak... Semoga dapat pose penuh (yang pompuan exceptional la kan?) Yang preggy kalau rasa bleh, teruskan.. kalau takleh jangan paksa2.. lepas raya beranak sok, korang ganti ler balik.. Udah, malas nak dah merapu dah.. Pose elok2, jangan pose yang-yuk.. :)

SENTAP

Lately nih memang rasa makin malas nak update blog.. Yang rajinnye, membaca blog orang.. :)

Anyway, skang me dah 2 month's preggy.. Dan biasa la, tak tau la orang lain, tapi untuk me, since preggy nih memang berjiwa sensitif dan cepat sentapp.. Huhuhu.. Kalau ada orang yang memahami tu, baguih lerr.. Tapi dapat dengan orang yang tak peduli perasaan orang lain, huh!! Masak gue!!

Kes nya, this person is actually close to me.. We've been thru a lot together, thick and thin.. And all this while, i have been very understanding with this person's condition, no matter what.. So, since dah preggy nih, i hope the same from this person but unfortunately, this person has been very sarcastic and menyakitkan hati!!!! Haih!! Payah ler.. At this point pun still nak me yang aware of dia punye hati and perasaan sedangkan bile me nak ngadu pape, haraammmm dia nak dengar.. Still dia leh kasi ayat, "ala, tu perasaan je tu.." BANGANG!!! Pasni kalau dia nak ngadu pape, memang me nak bagi the exact answer!!! Baru dia tau camne rasa!! Me bukan la nak mintak dia balas balik kebaikan me yang tak seberapa tu kan, just sedikit understanding daripada dia.. Susah ke?? BESAR sangat ke permintaan tu?? Payah nak cakap ngan orang yang pentingkan diri ni..

Tapi memang me skang nih slalu sentap dengan dia, dan dah malas nak amik pot.. Bosan ah layan orang cenggini.. Bila me dah takde dalam hidup dia baru dia nak realize how precious i am kot?? (wahh!! sempat perasan precious lagi tu!!! ngeh3x).. Please ler, tak rugi pun kalau sekali-sekala ko menyelami perasaan orang dan memahami.. Bukan ko sorang je ada perasaan kat dunia nih!