U Suckssss!!!!

Bengang + hangeeennnnn je ngan kontraktor yang buat umah nih.. Udah la lembab, pastu buat keje cincai boncai je.. Patut dah lama siap, tapi sampai skang nih still in progress.. Tu pun bukan sebab apa, sebab aku n hubby tak puas hati dengan keje2 dowang nih.. Then we called the contractor to buat balik apa yang patut, sampai kitowang puas hati..

Ni la rupenye kalau bagi keje kat kontraktor MELAYU.. Bukan nak kutuk kaum sendiri, tapi haihhhhh.. Malas cakap la.. Bile dah bagi peluang, dowang buat taik lak.. Orang yang merecommendkan kontraktor nih pun leh buat bodo je.. Dah ko recommend, ko buat kering.. Tau amik komisyen je kot? Memang cibai..!

Sekarang, amikk kauuuu.. Ko datang la sampai hujung tahun sekali pun, selagi aku tak puas hati, ko buat la umah nih.. Kontraktor tu siap cakap, kalau buat balik habis la kos dia kene kuar.. WTF laa.. Kalau ko buat keje elok2 dari awal, takyah la ko buat keje 2,3 kali kan? Ko nak kire kos? Barang2 kat umah aku nih pun banyak yang damage sebab budak ko buat keje cam takde mata, ko nak ganti? Jangan bagi aku sembur ko, kang tak pasal ko takleh carik makan pasnih..

Memang hangen satu badan nih.. Tobat pasnih kalau nak reno pape kat umah, no more Malay contractor.. Baik amik chinese, even though mahal sket, but then selalunye puas hati.. BTW, contractor nih pun, bukan murah jugak.. Quite expensive gak price dia.. Cuba la buat taik, aku tak halal satu sen pun duit aku kangggg, tak senang je hidup ko.. Gerammmm...!!!!

Finally.. It's a girl!!!

Yup, on 11 March 2010 @ 12.27pm, I have given birth to a beautiful baby girl, Syafiqah Humaira bt. Shah Rolnizam.. Alhamdulillah, it was an eazy breezy delivery.. I was in pain less than half hour, and there comes my beautiful princess into the world..

Actually, I felt weird even when I was still at home.. I felt a bit pain in my tummy, felt like nak terberak.. Hehe.. I did go to the toilet, but then tak membuang plak.. So, I juz decided to go to work..

Sampai ofis, still bleh bergelak ketawa ngan colleagues, siap makan mi bandung for breakfast.. Then, I finished off my work, buat filing sume kasik complete so it will be easier for the person yang akan tanggung keje aku while I'm on leave nanti go through the files.. Dah siap2 bagi amanat sume kat member.. Masa breakfast tu pun sebenarnya rasa perut sakit, and siap pergi toilet sume.. But then, around 11 am rasa sakit lagi, tp still confuse adakah ini contraction? Huhuhu.. Serius, lupe camne rasa contraction.. Tapi around 11.10 am rasa sakit lagi.. Sudah rasa tak sedap hati, I called hubby and told him that I think I'm going to deliver.. He asked me to go to hospital immediately, and he will come soon..

So I told my colleagues that I'm going to the hospital - that was about 11.30.. I drove to the hospital by myself.. I was in pain jugak masa drive tu, but thankfully, boleh bertahan.. Sampai je hospital, terus park kat depan2 wad bersalin tu, siap cakap kat Guard, "saya dah sakit perut, nanti husband saya alih kereta".. Guard tu terus cakap, "masuk dalam cepat.." Tau gabra dia.. Hehe..

Masuk dalam, straight away bagitau nurse perut dah sakit.. Dia soh amik air kencing, then masuk dalam satu bilik dia nak check baby's heartbeat and contraction.. This was about 12.00 pm.. Sempat la nurse pelatih tu interview jap, then staff nurse kat situ check bukaan, dah bukak 7cm! Huh!! Terus diowang amik wheelchair, since aku pun dah start cakap dah sakit sangat, then tolak aku masuk labour room.. Rasanya dokdlm labour room tu pun jap je, sempat la tukar baju, then terus aku push 2x and akhirnya keluar la puteri aku ke dunia nih @ 12.27 pm.. Alhamdulillah sangat.. Bersalin kali nih sangat senang dan lancar.. Doc showed me the baby n took her away.. And after that, macam biasa, aku diberi minum and then, jahit apa yang patut, then rilex..

Hubby arrived around 1+ pm, masa tu tengah susukan baby.. He cried, cause he thought he wanted to be with me while I deliver, tapi tak sempat.. Takpe la, janji dah selamat delivered.. Hubby azan dan qamatkan baby, and keluar..

I stayed 1 nite in the hospital, and was discharged the next day.. Alhamdulillah again, my daughter is healthy, takde kuning sume..

So, that was the story of my delivery.. I'm so thankful that Allah fulfilled my wish - to have a daughter.. Since now I have a pair of children - 1 son and 1 daughter, I think I can rest for a long while after this.. :)

To all friends that gave me all the best wishes, thanx a lot..

New Office

At last, after delaying for I dunno how many times, finally we're in our new office.. Kalau ikutkan, we should move by January, but due to some problems, we need to delay our move..

However, now that everything's settled, we finally moved last week, on Thursday and Friday (angkut barang).. Sangat letih, walaupun kitorang takde la angkat pape pun, since we use movers.. But our new office is on 1st floor and NO LIFT okkk.. Kene naik tangga.. Dah la seblom naik tangga kene naik bukit.. Wahhh.. Harus pasnih perasan leh kurus after give birth.. Exercise la kunun naik tangga hari-hari.. :)

BUT, we move here dalam keadaan agak daif.. Certain furniture memang dah sampai, like a very basic needs - desks, chairs.. But lain-lain blom sampai lagikk.. Maybe this Thursday baru sampai (esok ler tu).. Oh, tak sabar nak tunggu lori IKEA sampai.. Yeay!! Haa.. mana ada lagi ofis gomen pakai furniture IKEA.. Even, swasta pun blom tentu dapat.. So, memang semangat nak keje nih.. Hehe.. Ye la, barang umah nak merasa IKEA memang nehi, nehi laa.. Banyak duit aku..?

Anyway, dah naik turun tangga, dah panjat bukit segala, my baby still comfortable in the womb.. Blom ada tanda-tanda nak kuar lagi.. Cepat la kuar sayang oii.. Ibu dah letih dah bawak perut nih haaa.. But then, fikir lak, if sakit nak bersalin kat ofis nih, mampus gue nak turun tangga.. Adoi laa.. Sape nak bawak gi spital.. Ada ke orang nak dukung aku? Hahaha.. Oh, hopefully sakit masa hari cuti.. So baby, stay in there at least until Friday evening k.. :D

Counting Days..

I'm now 38 weeks pregnant.. Kalau ikutkan, pregnancy period is about 40 weeks.. So, there's another 2 weeks before my delivery.. But then, by this time, I can deliver at any time if tanda2 bersalin dah ada.. Huhuhu.. Nervous laaa.. Hopefully everything will go on smoothly.. Hopefully my hubby can make it to be with me during my labour.. Risau gak, since my hubby now works in Sepang.. Jauh ooooo...

There's a lot in my mind.. Can I drive to hospital by myself if Mr. Hubby not around? How about Haikal? Huhhh.. Hopefully aku bersalin time cuti, at least Mr. Hubby will be around..

'GOTCHA!!'

Nope, i'm not being gotcha.. But I love to listen to Gotcha Calls on Hitz.fm every morning on my way to work.. And this morning, I thought the call was quite interesting..

It was the son who actually set up his mother for a gotcha call.. So the Hitz crew called the mother, saying that she's her son's girlfriend.. She told the mother that her son has actually promised to marry her and already gave her a ring but took it back.. And now, her son is avoiding her and not answering her phone calls and so on.. She even said she's coming from France and now dunno what to do since she has nobody here in Malaysia..

The mother, even quite shocked, sounded soooo calm and relax.. She even ask the girl's address so that they can meet up.. But the girl's reluctant, saying that she just want to find his son.. Can't recall how the call was actually ended but when she was told that she was being gotcha, she just laugh.. Haha.. What a sporting mother!

I wish I will be a sporting and supporting mother to my children.. I want my children to make me their friend, tell me their joy, sadness, worries, and at the same time respect me as a mother too.. I even practice with Haikal now.. Everytime I pick him up from Taska, I'll ask him what's happening today, what did he do.. And he will tell stories, even sometimes tak paham kejadah pun pe yang dia cakap..! Hahaha.. But still I listen with full interest and responded to what he has to say..

Will I be a good mother? Am I being a good mother? I will be!! :)

It's Been Quite Some Times..

It's been quite some times since my last entry.. Not that I don't have any story to share, but been too tired to write.. Am 9 and a half months pregnant now, and doc said if 'tanda2 bersalin' is there, straight away go to the hospital!! Huhuhu.. Even though this is my 2nd child, still am quite nervous and scared to face my delivery moment.. Hopefully, this one will be as smooth as Haikal's.. :)

Well, February is coming toward its end, and am glad to say, lotsa good things happened.. Alhamdulillah.. For those who don't know, I've moved to Kajang already.. Yes, bought a house here and the timing is just right.. My hubby was transferred to Sepang, and since we stayed in quarters last time, we have to move out.. Thankfully, by that time, everything is settled - we got the money, we got the house key.. I might say, everything goes on quite smoothly.. For those whose asking "bile nak buat house warming?" Wait laa.. After confinement maybe? Hehe.. Don't worry, memang ada plan nak buat, tapi since tengah sarat nih, tunggu la dulu yer...

Second - since I work in government sector, our pangkat is based on grade.. And this year, CUEPACS managed to upgrade all secretary's grade which lead to salary increase as well! Yeay!! Alahhh.. tapi setakat gaji gomen, bukanla banyak mana sangat pun.. But, boleh laaa.. Rezeki baby.. *Wink*

Third - Have found a contractor to do some renovation to our 'old' house.. Yup, we bought an old house je.. Padan la dengan harga and kelayakan kitorang ni.. But at least, it's our own house kan? And it's not a renovation besar-besaran pun, juz need to have the wall painted, change the whole wiring system, kitchen cabinet and other small-small things.. Jadilaa.. Buat yang basic dulu.. Plan to start once I delivered and start my confinement.. InsyaAllah, by the time my confinement ends, the house is ready.. :)

Fourth - Nak pindah ofis next week.. Bigger space, and I got my own room.. :) Walaupun sebenarnya, lagi suke dok kat luar ngan kengkawan, lagi kecoh! But then, having my own room pun is a good thing.. At least, i'll have my privacy.. And also, all our furniture will be from IKEA.. hahaha.. stylo la sket.. takde la orang kata typical government office.. Can't wait to see my new office! Excited!!

Fifth - Since we moved to Kajang, we've sent Haikal to taska instead of 'rumah orang'.. Alhamdulillah, memang nampak progress Haikal kat sini.. Now, he can recite doa makan and doa lepas makan along with the meaning.. Suke sangat dengar dia baca.. So cute..! And memang everytime we're having our meal, we'll ask him to recite the doa.. But with us only, coz last time we balik Gombak, asks him to recite the doa for atuk and nenek, tanak plak!! Malu kot.. Hehe.. And he looks happier now, maybe sebab dah ramai kawan..

Ermm.. so far that's all the good things yang happened.. Memang rezeki anak kali ni banyak sangat.. Syukur alhamdulillah.. So now, waiting for my delivery je la.. Hopefully selamat.. Doa-doakanla ye.. Will surely inform once i've delivered okehh..

Goodbye 2009, Welcome 2010??

Haluuu.. Lamanye tak mengepost kat sini.. Actually, lotsa things going on in my life this past few months.. But, it was too personal to share here, so instead of writing in my blog, i'm juz writing in my diary..

Tengok tajuk, macam dah nak abes tahun sangat dah kan?? Ada lagi 2 minggu lebey kurang before 2009 ended, but I do wish this year to end quickly coz 2009 is definitely not my year!! Ye la, dengan my hubby sakit hari tu, until now, still so-so.. Kadang OK, kadang KO gak.. Then, kaki me lak kene hempap meja.. Nasib tak patah riuk.. But then, still tulang terbonjol kuar from my 3rd toes.. Hmm.. Nak jalan pun xleh nak bengkok2 kaki.. Udah la membawak perut yang boyot nih ha.. Sakit pinggang mak nok!

Latest, my hubby kene tuka gi Sepang.. Sudah! Kene kuar kuarters la plak.. Huhuhuhu.. So, by end of this month or early next month, we have to move out.. Satu keje la plak tengah memboyot nih nak ngemas barang bagai.. Sib baik la these 4 weeks ni, juz keje 4 days a week.. So ada xtra time untuk kemas barang sikit2..

Too many things happened, and until now still banyak bende yang belum resolve.. I try to be strong, but at times, I feel weak.. Walaupun, me nak sangat 2009 to end, but i'm also not really welcoming year 2010 to come.. Huhuhuhu.. Bcoz the 1st half of next year will also be a hectic, tiring, frustating year for me.. If only I can leap up to 2011 terus!! Bleh ka?

Anyway, me tau, mesti ada hikmah di sebalik sume ujian nih.. Ye la, Allah beri ujian supaya dapat meningkatkan iman kite, betul tak? Cume kengkadang, setan tu memang saja buat me nih rasa marah dan give up.. Hopefully sumenye berjalan lancar for me n my family.. InsyaAllah....

THE CLIMB by Miley Cyrus

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin
You'll never reach it
Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the CLIMB....

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about

ps: Love this lyric so much.. Mcm kene je dengan condition me skang.. But sometimes, I do feel tired to CLIMB..