Tuesday, April 13, 2010

All these while, ko la tali barutnya!

Have to say, since Humaira's birth, memang banyak perkara yang happened dalam life aku.. Takde la semuanya buruk, but then banyak perkara nih yang telah membuka minda & mata aku pada sesetengah orang.. Orang2 yang just pandai bercakap, pandai nasihat orang, tapi application kat diri sendiri adalah FAIL..

Memang ramai orang cenggini.. Especially kalau cakap pasal agama.. Ohh, dia la yang pandai banget, orang sume salah, orang sume tak betul, orang sume shallow.. Dia la yang hidup ikut landasan agama, tapi hari2 dok ngata orang, dok sakitkan hati orang.. Haih, payah nak cakap..

Senang cakap, semua bende happened within my own family.. Memang before this dah notice, but i just being ignorant, sebab family kan? But now macam dah takleh nak cover.. Rasa sangat over diowang tu.. Details? Takyah la, it's for me to know, and not for you to find out.. Standard la, there are ups and downs in the family.. So, this is one of the down time for my family..

Well, benda yang happened adalah berkait-kait dan ada sorang mangkuk nih a.k.a my cousin sebelah father selama ni adalah tali barut/talam/informer to someone close to me.. Last nite, my hubby called him to ask him the truth, and he told the truth.. All these while, memang dia jadi informer to that person.. And I wonder if he tells the truth all the time.. Feel so cheated.. Coz we are close.. How could he?

After I've known the truth, I straight away deleted him from my FB.. Tanak dia tau all my activities, nanti dia report lagi ntah.. Apa pun, I won't trust him ever again.. And maybe, I won't even contact him ever again.. Cukup la.. Orang macam nih memang layak dok kat tong sampah je.. Benciiiii!!!

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